In terms of that journey since June of last year, let's do a compare & contract from his first to this one. At the end of Rainer's first he was angry to the point of belligerence. Going into that I had defined limitations in terms of what I could & could not do. Basically, any sexual activity that in his mind's eye identified that it was another male doing it to him, was off limits. At the end of Rainer's first he flinched & jerked away even when I was attempting to rub his forehead in order to transmit some calming energy. Nine months later in Rainer's fourth go on the CAUSA massage table, I had free reign after receiving this email: "Happy holidays. Just curious if you would like to make another video with me soon. I am willing to let you do pretty much whatever you want this time. I hope things are going well for you." Folks! This is exactly what ClubAmateurUSA has been all about for the past 18 years.