I'm getting the urge to put myself out to the public. I want to say "yes, that's me in that x-rated video". If a friend recognizes me, I hope I'll be able to deal with it. I've posted masterbation videos of me videos me to social media without showing my face, and now I'd like to do just that. Show everyone that I'm okay with letting people seey sexual side. I get excited to see how many views a video gets. So far all I've posted are videos with only myself in them. I've made others with girlfriends, but won't post those because they were made for our personal enjoyment. And now I'd like to meet other people who would want to make some videos to post here